Friday, May 8, 2009

roller coaster ride.

its friday!
i got up at 7.25am....omg! i'm late....so so late...
it was awkward to have the kids and youth waiting full with anticipation...
vibe and excitement on their faces held me back...i was the only one they were waiting for..i giggled away as i joined them in one of the rolls... great guilt hidden under my skin..
though my face didn't literally speak...i knew someone else was very sure what went wrong..positive!
Anyways,I had to sing one whole verse on my own til I waited for the rest to back me up..
lalala...evrything went well til the presentation began..
believe it or not..
i burst out crying! awh...felt a gr8 release and at the same time was awfully humiliated..
nevermind i thought...it was appreciation after all...
then we had drama....it was so funny..hahaha..i have to say dodie was the cutest thing on stage..we had so many parts to play...so many words to say...so many lines and props and all that came together with it..whoa! oh...and we had one whole cake where we all dipped and indulged in..and to add up all.................the ais kacang....................for that moment while we were drenched in our sweat and everyone smelled like salted fish! haha! so appropriate!.....
anyways, who cares?
we did it!! though it was tiring when we were done..but i guess it was worthwhile....
after all being superstar a.k.a umbrella helped exercise all our mouth muscles and all the worn out flabby and flapping in the wind spare tires...hahaha...
then came to SnL... we had an awesome time in worship...we always do..but today it was slightly different....i guess cause we had a girl who said the sinner's prayer with us...and she was saved! it was all worth it...
till then, we were at the peak.....exhausted!
we lazed around in church while waiting for the clock to strike 5...the only reason why we were still lingering around...then i hopped on the piano...had dodie and joanna halp me with the still song... and i played the intro! wooohooo! i know it ain't any great achievement...haha...but joy was written on my forehead.....it only mattered to me after all.......so...don't bother..
it was fun being in church....and it always is..thats the only thing i enjoy most doing...
the sense of fulfillment one's mind can't comprehend...
I had Him in me and that's all that matters,right?


till then,
xoxo.rachel.


p/s will be back soon with some pics!

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